When I watch a film, I have no emotional distance. I follow the characters into their hearts. I feel what they feel. I think as they think. By moving through their emotions, by living their dilemmas, their victories and their falls, I grew.
Cinema brings experience where life has not yet had time to pass. To live a film is to enter a story, to make choices, to feel the consequences of our actions, to love, to age alongside the characters. These are experiences we never come out of unchanged.
When I go through something intense, I need to go all the way. I do not know how to pretend to be light. Especially with dramatic emotions. I need to dig until they become either a lesson or a release. Sadness calls for sadness. Heartbreak calls for heartbreak. Doubt calls for doubt. I treat pain with pain, until the emotion stops being poison and becomes material.
Cinema is part of my creative world. Sometimes at the piano I touch the right emotion, a theme with real potential, but its destiny is still unclear. It lacks depth, its full truth. In those moments, I go elsewhere to find what my fingers are not yet allowed to say. And sometimes a film arrives at the exact right moment, like a door opening in the dark. I return to the piano with a new gravity. Everything aligns. The harmonies settle. The music knows where to go.
While composing my fourth album, I watched many powerful films. Today, I want to share six of them with you.
L.A. Confidential – Curtis Hanson
A film I experienced in total immersion. Love here is carnal, forbidden, dangerous. The glamorous Los Angeles of the 1950s becomes a double-layered setting, both fascinating and cruel. I watched it from my bedroom, the city spreading out before me, as if fiction and reality were overlapping. A film about illusion, about desire, and about the price we sometimes pay when we get too close to what we want.
Brother & Hana-Bi – Takeshi Kitano
Kitano is a singular figure. He acts in his own films, but more importantly, he always embodies the same inner line, an almost moral coherence.
Between Brother and Hana-Bi, the stories differ and the contexts change, yet I felt as if it was the same man, placed in different circumstances. As if Kitano were exploring a single human trajectory, fragmented across multiple lives.
In Brother, violence is never spectacular. It is dry, contained, inevitable. It speaks of exile, solitude, and loyalty taken to its very end, even when everything is already lost.
In Hana-Bi, the love story is devastating for what it does not say. An absolute, silent, almost austere fidelity. Here, love needs no words. It proves itself through presence, through sacrifice, through a loyalty that seeks no recognition.
Phantom Thread – Paul Thomas Anderson
A film about a strange, deep love, almost unsettling in its simplicity. A love that is not demonstrative, but necessary. One that grows through dependence and control. This film stayed with me for the way it shows that love is a secret language, incomprehensible from the outside, but vital to those who live it.
The Last Emperor – Bernardo Bertolucci
The weight of the world placed on a child’s shoulders. A destiny not chosen. Immense solitude at the heart of power. This film deeply marked me through its relationship to time, confinement, and the loss of freedom. And through its music, majestic, carrying both dignity and downfall with rare strength.
Atonement – Joe Wright
There is that green dress worn by Keira Knightley. Sublime. It has never left me. A symbol of desire, innocence, and rupture. This film speaks of love in all its forms, even when the world collapses. Even when a single mistake changes everything. It is a film about the weight of a gesture, a word, a glance, and about what one sometimes spends a lifetime trying to repair.
These films nourished my imagination while I was composing this album. If you travel through them, you will enter a little more deeply into the world that is coming.
And if you have film recommendations of your own, do not hesitate. I read your many messages, and I often draw inspiration from them.
Sincerely,
Sofiane Pamart
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You have a very rich inner self, us as audience, we fail to comprehend the depth, till your music plays! So happy you get to express yourself and share with us! Thanks!